Table of Contents

- Start

- Story Blurb

- Praise for…

- Other Titles by Raven Oak

- Title Page

- Copyright Page

- Dedication

- Hungry

- Author’s Note

- About the Author

- Message from GSP

- Excerpt from Amaskan’s Blood

- Join the Conspiracy

Your cat pukes, then cries.
Is it just a hairball or is something really wrong?

A mad dash to the vet leads to a cat who meows when touched, but how is a veterinarian to know what’s wrong? Is it a blockage or just a terrified kitty? Even with training, sometimes even the experts don’t know.

Or do they?

Take an MRI of a cat’s brain when they’re hungry, and it light’s up a particular way. Take another shot while they’re in pain, and the pattern changes. Researchers believe this could lead towards a better understanding of what a cat’s meow really means.

The folks over at Garner Tech have created the newest tech to help veterinarians and pet owners alike. Cat-Speak—the collar that translates brain patterns into simple phrases like:

•    I’m hungry
•    I’m hurt
•    I’m playful
•    I’m sleepy

No, your cat won’t tell you it loves you, but with our handy Bluetooth collar and phone app, your cats’ meows will have research-backed meaning!

Bestselling science fiction & fantasy author Raven Oak brings readers a short story set in the near future of unlikely cat-ownership and the snarky, harsh reality many pet owners might face in the near future.

Praise for EPIC Awards 2016 Finalist
Amaskan’s Blood by Raven Oak

“An exciting epic fantasy filled with intrigue and layers upon layers of well crafted secrets and lies.”
Stephanie Hildreth of 100 Pages a Day

With a ferocious-yet-fragile heroine, resonant themes, and a sweepingly gorgeous backdrop, Amaskan’s Blood delivers food for thought and frank enjoyment.”
Maia Chance, author of the Fairy Tale Fatal series

“Holy crap, this is good!”
Seattle Geekly

“If George R. R. Martin wrote [Disney’s] Tangled, it might be a bit like this.”
N. Jahangir, author of The Adventures of Some Kid

“Oak is loquaciously talented and the writing in the book shines. [She] crafts [her] words carefully, in order to pull the reader in, and once he’s hooked, reels him in.”
Open Book Society

“We all enjoyed her book immensely…. Amaskan’s Blood most certainly receive[s] the Sparkle Motion stamp of approval.”
Sparkle Motion Book Club (Special January Selection)

Other Titles by Raven Oak

THE BOAHIM TRILOGY
Amaskan’s Blood (Book I)
Amaskan’s War (Book II)*

THE XERSIAN STRUGGLE
The Eldest Silence (Book I)*
Class-M Exile (Stand Alone Title)

STAND ALONE TITLES & ANTHOLOGIES
Joy to the Worlds: Mysterious Speculative Fiction for the Holidays
Untethered: A Magic iPhone Anthology
Magic Unveiled: An Anthology

* forthcoming from Grey Sun Press

HUNGRY

Raven Oak

Seattle, WA

HUNGRY
Raven Oak

This book is a work of fiction. All characters and events in this book are fictitious. All resemblance to persons living or dead is coincidental.

Copyright © 2016 by Raven Oak

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Cover art by D. L.

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This story is dedicated to ‘all the cats I’ve loved before.’
But especially O’Riley, O’Malley, and DiNozzo.

Get a cat, they said. You work from home, so it’ll be great, they said. Besides, with Cat-Speak 4.0, even an idiot can take care of a cat.

But I can’t even take care of me!

They had a thousand and one reasons and being the sucker I am, I caved. A cat owner I became.

What they hadn’t said was how toddler-esque a cat would be, how utterly time-consuming said cat would be, or how being owned by a cat would result in picking up the ball, throwing the ball, and then pleading with the cat to go get the damn ball.

Pantone peers at me over my laptop, his charcoal eyes unblinking in their silent plea, and I groan. Cat ownership might be new to me, but not that look; it’s the same one my mother uses every time I stave off going home for the holidays.

When I tap his white-splotched rear, Pantone hops off my desk with a light chirp that his collar fails to interpret.

My stylus moves across the touch-screen, adding droplets of color to the website logo. The mock-ups are due to Garner Tech in three hours, but I still have two to go this afternoon.

Pantone meows, and the collar translates in a slightly-flat digi-voice: I’M HUNGRY.

“You’re always hungry. Besides, it’s not even four,” I say, and Pantone cocks his head.

My email pings. Twice. I ignore it and continue working on the logo’s capital G, whose curve is less semi-circle and more angular. Does Garner Tech want something smooth and soothing? Or hardier—edgier…like a computer chip?

I’M HUNGRY.

Working from home had sounded like a good idea at the time. An incoming call message pops up on my screen. Probably my roommate calling to gripe about being a sardine on the rail home. I flick it off-screen to the mailbox.

Pantone hops up on my desk, and I give his ears a quick scritch, which he misreads as consent or approval.

I’M HUNGRY.

Red…is it too bloody looking? No one wants to associate a tech company with blood. Not after the latest child labor allegations. No, let’s try something richer. Garnet maybe? Nope. Way too newb and cliché.

I’M HUNGRY.

“Enough, Pantone.”

The garnet bleeds into the black outline too much for my tastes. “Undo,” I say, and the mess is removed. Maybe green is a better idea. A tuft of orange fur and claws reach around my screen to bat at my stylus.

One black streak slashes the capital G. “Undo,” I growl. Pantone hooks the stylus’s clip with a single claw and flings it at me where it bounces off my nose.

I’M HUNGRY.

Irritated as I am, it is sort of cute…. I growl as he bats the stylus off my desk. All fifteen pounds of him follow it to the floor. A few trills and purrs follow as he rakes it with his rear legs, and I sigh. “Turn off Cat-Speak translations until 5 PM.”

I’M —purr, purr, chirrup.

I fetch the stylus to a rumble of purrs and earn myself a scratch across three fingers. Maybe red wil work better than green….

When three minutes of exposed belly doesn’t elicit the desired belly-scritches, Pantone leaps onto my desk with a scolding chirp. He rubs his muzzle, half-white and half-red, across the touch-screen’s monitor like maybe it will feed him if he just rubs it hard enough. If I could afford the app, it would. I shake my head at the distraction.

I touch my stylus to his muzzle to capture the color. There. A nice orangey-red for the logo. Perfect.

Pantone’s vocalizations accelerate the closer it grows to five. The closer it gets to my deadline.

Why did I agree to take him in? Oh yeah, because he’s cute. Sometimes.

The front door opens and closes in rapid succession. My peripheral vision confirms the presence of my roommate as I work on colorizing a sketch. As she enters the kitchen, she calls out, “Oooooo! Who’s the admirer?“

I wave my stylus in her direction. “Garner sent ‘em. I think they’re hoping to woo me with flowers.”

Joanie laughs. “Apparently they don’t know about your black thumb. The last flora that arrived is still here. It’s dead but has decided to pay rent.” She sets the lily’s vase on the dilapidated kitchen scanner. Its misaligned laser scans the vase and the alarm sounds. I close my eyes at the flash of light, and wish I could close my ears as well.

WARNING: SCANNER IS IN NEED OF REPAIR. GARNER TECH IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR INJURY FROM MISUSE. PLEASE CALL A CERTIFIED TECH—

“Silence warning!” I shout from my living room desk. The sink’s faucet releases a perfectly measured amount of water and tops off the vase.

“Thanks,” Joanie says. “Any idea when the repairman is coming?”

With a sigh, I set aside my stylus, which Pantone stretches a paw toward. “When I get paid.”

“So this Garner gig might be more than a temporary freelance?”

I follow Joanie’s gaze to Pantone, expecting my stylus to be a casualty on the floor, but it remains beside him as he watches me. The orange ring is but a sliver next to his wide pupils pooling with…it isn’t hunger. No, something else. Sadness? Argh, cats don’t get sad. They’re just cats. Damn collar’s turned off. No wonder I have no idea what he wants.

I shake my head and say, “Maybe. But not if I don’t finish these designs.”

Joanie mimes zipping her lips and sets the lily on the counter. Pantone watches her retreat to the bathroom without comment.

“You okay, bud?” I whisper and dangle the stylus over his head. His eyes follow it a moment before he rests his head on his front paws. “Moping won’t get you fed any faster. It didn’t get Puss-In-Boots fed any faster either, no matter what those old movies say.”

Pantone closes his eyes.

I’m halfway through the last design when Pantone leans his shoulder into my laptop and the screen tilts forty-five degrees. He sets his paw on its metal shell and shuts my laptop with a snap. The wall-clock chimes as he purrs. Five o’clock.

The LED light on his collar flips to green as Cat-Speak 4.0 turns itself on. Pantone blinks slowly at me and opens his mouth. I HURT.

“I know you’re hungry—wait, what?”

Pantone stares at me but doesn’t say anything else. “You hurt? Where?” I push my laptop aside to better reach him and run my hands across his back. No response. I gently massage his belly and hips as I’ve seen the vet do on television. Other than some squirming, nothing.

Is that good or bad? Has the collar malfunctioned?

I pull out the treat bag from my desk drawer. Rather than slink around my ankles, he remains still, and when I toss two treats on the desk, he only sniffs them.

“You love tuna-treats,” I say and shake the bag. He continues to stare at me.

I pop open my laptop. “Call Dr. Bruester.”

The video call connects and the regular receptionist is packing up her poodle-shaped purse. “Sunset Veterinary Clinic—this is Stacey. How may I help you, Melana?” She waves at Pantone as he drapes himself across my keyboard. His tail, which usually wags with trouble, lies still.

“Pantone’s collar.. well, it translated something a minute ago, and I’m really not sure what to do. Or if there’s anything actually wrong… ”

“What did Pantone say?” she asks.

“He said, ‘I hurt.’ Does he really? I mean, earlier he was just fine. What’s wrong with him?” Stacey frowns as she sets her purse on the counter. “Occasionally Cat-Speak 4.0 will mix up expressions of contentment or enjoyment, but its pain sensors are very sophisticated. If he says he hurts, he’s feeling pain. I would recommend you bring him in so Dr. Bruester can examine him.”

I glance to the left of the call screen where a reminder flashes angry red letters at me. The designs are due in twenty minutes. No designs means no paycheck. No paycheck…well, that means no vet visit at a minimum.

She must have sensed my hesitation and says, “Dr. Bruester’s about to leave, but if you bring Pantone into the clinic now, I’m sure he’d be willing to cut you an after-hours deal. It’s probably nothing, but better to be sure. Better to do what’s best for Pantone.”

But what about what’s best for me? I have to eat, too.

Pantone meows. I HURT…A LOT.

Shit. Double shit. This is why I don’t like pets. Pantone headbutts me in the forehead, and I find myself saying, “We’ll be there shortly.”

Stacey ends the call as Pantone lets loose a raspy-hurried purr. I HURT.

I give his ears a careful scratch before setting off in search of the cat carrier. Maybe Garner Tech really does use child labor. I’d be doing the world a favor by not giving them a flashy new logo.

My cat lays on his side, very still.

Pantone buries his head in the crook of my elbow. A brief knock announces Dr. Bruester’s return, and Pantone trembles in my arms.

Two hundred dollars. The cost of a brief exam and blood draw. Another three hundred for a quick bio-scan. My doctor appointments are cheaper than my cat’s, and I frown.

Dr. Bruester’s furrowed brows and squared shoulders make me regret it already. Something is wrong, and wrong usually spirals into expensive. Too expensive…I might have to put Pantone down.

This is why I didn’t want a pet to begin with. I can barely afford me.

The metal table between the doctor and me is littered with cat hair, which he brushes off before taking a seat. He pops his tablet into its stand and swivels it so I can see. Numbers and squiggles scroll across its screen—not that they make any sense to me.

“Melana, has Pantone ingested anything unusual or odd in the last few hours?”

His question throws me, and I shuffle through the afternoon’s memories. Pantone had complained he was hungry. I’d finished the second design. He’d complained again. I’d continued working. Joanie had arrived home. Pantone had complained.

In fact, he’d complained all the way up until I’d silenced the collar, and after that, he’d continued to vocalize until around four. Where’d he been at four? I frown. Had he been with me, or had he wandered off to another portion of the condo?

“Um, I’m not sure. He’s been very vocal about his hunger all day. I had to silence the collar to get some work done….”

Dr. Bruester purses his lips into a tight circle. “Was there anything odd laying around the house he could have ingested? Any garlic left over from food preparation? Houseplants? New Furniture?”

Pantone’s damp paws leave furry prints across the examination table as he approaches the vet. I HURT.

“No,” I say and shake my head. Pantone slinks back to me and head-butts me in the arm. “Nothing like that. I barely have the money in my account for this appointment, let alone new stuff. Why’d you bring it up? What’s wrong with Pantone?”

“He’s ingested something toxic. The blood work doesn’t give me a clear picture of what, only that it’s causing acute kidney failure. You said he was hungry, so I assume he’s eaten something he shouldn’t have. Though the scan didn’t show any blockages. Any chance he got into the garbage compactor or the garage?”

“The garbage compactor is emptied hourly, and Pantone’s never left the condo. Our building doesn’t even have a parking garage. The only plant I had died last—well, it died. I’m—I’m not good with living things.” I glance at Pantone and frown. “It’s why I got the collar. You know, so I could know what he needed.”

Something tickles my brain, but Dr. Bruester interrupts when he asks, “What kind of plant was it?”

Pantone coughs, then vomits a mix of stomach acid and pink… something. “Is that chewing gum?” I ask as I point.

“Doubtful.” Dr. Bruester scrapes some into a plastic dish. “I’ll scan this in a moment and see what it is. Since money is an issue, we’ll need to administer charcoal and get Pantone on IV fluids to flush the kidneys. He’ll remain with us in the hospital for a day or two to see if the treatment takes. Of course, we’d be more successful if we knew what he got a hold of. Maybe look around your condo for clues.”

My brain buzzes like the Cat-Speak 4.0 collar when wet. “Dr. Bruester, how much is all of this going to cost? I mean, I want Pantone to be okay and all, but money’s tight right now. I don’t know if I can afford two days in the cat hospital.”

He pets Pantone on the head as he levels his gaze on me. “I’ll fetch the total for you, but I would highly encourage you to agree to the treatment. Without it, Pantone could die.”

As if my now unfinished (and unpaid for) designs aren’t sucker-punching me enough, Dr. Bruester’s words claw their way into my gut where they duke it out with my guilt. If I had money, they’d just synthesize a new kidney or something, I’m sure. And if I’d fed Pantone earlier, maybe he wouldn’t have gone searching for something else to eat. My first pet and of course I’ve fucked it up. He’s gone and eaten—Oh god. The lily.

“I think I figured it out!” I say, and Dr. Bruester pauses in his scan of the pink goo. “I landed a last minute design gig this week, and they sent me flowers. Well, lilies really. It was—” I glance at Pantone as he vomits up spittle and a wad of petal, “—pink. Are they bad for kitties? I didn’t think he’d actually eat it.”

“They’re toxic to most cats and dogs. And you’d be surprised at what cats will eat. We’ll confirm the lily with our sample here to ensure he didn’t ingest anything else.”

“Does Pantone still need to be checked into the hospital?”

Dr. Bruester nods. “The treatment is mostly the same for a wide range of edible toxins.” He turns off the scan-lens he wears and stares at me with his own green eyes. “I want you to understand—we’ll do everything we can for Pantone, everything within your…budget—-but we can’t guarantee anything. Every animal reacts differently to toxins and poisons. We’ll make him as comfortable as possible.”

He points at the tablet. At the bottom of a long list is the total—a bright red number that equals my rent and then some. A lot of some.

If I did this, he might get better. Not that it would do him any good, because we’d probably be homeless next. “Can you give me any odds? I mean, if I spend all this money and then he dies anyway, what’s the point?” I ask.

Dr. Bruester nods, but his shoulders are slumped as he strokes Pantone’s fur. “Usually by the time an animal reaches us, it’s too late. They can’t talk to us—“ I raise an eyebrow at him, and he clears his throat. “—Yes, tech like the collar can help, but Pantone still can’t tell you when he ate the lily. We can administer the charcoal and give him fluids, but after that, we wait. The decision of what to do is yours.”

I glance down at Pantone. Sweet little hungry-goblin. Annoying, hungry-goblin.

God, if I had tossed the lily—hell, if only I had never taken the Garner Tech job to begin with. How did people do this?

Pantone’s muscles quiver beneath my touch, but his purr is strong.

I LOVE YOU.

My tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth, but I manage to choke out a few words. “I love you, too, little purr-bucket.”

His purrs continue but don’t translate.

And for the first time, I don’t need them to.

A splatter of sickly-yellow soup decorates my desk as I suck in instant-noodles. The box says chicken-flavored, but three cubes the size of tacks barely constitute “real” chicken. Pantone rolls his head in my direction and repeatedly sniffs the air. “No soup for you,” I say as I dab the spillage with a napkin. “The last thing I need is another vet bill.”

He swats at my napkin, his paw the only part of his leg with thick fur. I rub a finger over his shaved leg as my laptop wakes up. Purples and reds have faded to brown as the veins in his leg heal.

Another design job, another deadline, and an advance against the paycheck. At least this company has better ethics than Garner Tech. Immediate bills taken care of, I sip my soup as I pull up the design specs: a new logo for Sunset Veterinary Clinic.

Once the logo is done, I’ll do another design job or four for Dr. Bruester to take care of the vet bill. Now as long as we can avoid another trip….

I’M HUNGRY.

“Of course you are.”

The former logo—a sun peaking out across a dog’s head—reminds me of my grandmother’s idea of the Internet: websites with garish colors that dance and lag via cable modem. The logo’s sun bears both rings and rays, and the dog wears a space helmet from the 90’s.

Space travel has come a long way since then, but this logo hasn’t. Maybe if we update the helmet to the new face-fitting design….

I’M HUNGRY.

I scritch Pantone’s ears and smile.

AUTHOR’S NOTE

Being owned by pets is never easy.

It’s stepping in a cold, wet hairball first thing in the morning or worse, rushing to the emergency vet at 3 AM with a limp animal in your arms and no idea if you will walk out with them again.

Making the decision on whether or not to put down an animal isn’t an easy choice, nor should it be. We’ve domesticated dogs and cats to the point that their well-being is solely dependent upon us—as dependent as a toddler.

When I first read about the research being done with animals and MRIs, it was fascinating to me how scientists were able to identify whether a meow or bark was related to hunger or fright or pain based on the patterns recognized in brain scans. If we can use our cell phones to study our sleep patterns, I wondered how much further we would have to leap to get the collar in the story. Not one that has animals speaking like humans—I think that’s a long way off—but one that could identify simple statements like those in the story.

The other aspect I wanted to explore was the idea that if our furry partners really could talk to us, would we find it as…well, I don’t want to say easy because it’s not, but would it be as easy to put them down? After all, we would never consider “putting to sleep” or “euthanizing” our children. Obviously it’s not as simple as that, but it was a topic I wanted to explore in the story.

The other piece of the story, of course, is that many times, we don’t really need a collar to understand our pets at all. We might not know why they are hurting or what brought on the sudden bout of snuggles, but ask any pet owner and they’ll tell you—they know their pets.

Right down to the meow.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Bestselling science fiction & fantasy author Raven Oak is best known for Amaskan’s Blood (Epic Awards 2016 Finalist) , Class- M Exile, and the collection Joy to the Worlds: Mysterious Speculative Fiction for the Holidays (Foreword Reviews 2016 Book of the Year Finalist). She spent most of her K-12 education doodling stories and 500 page monstrosities that are forever locked away in a filing cabinet.

When she’s not writing, she’s getting her game on with tabletop games, indulging in cartography, or staring at the ocean. She lives in the Seattle area with her husband, and their three kitties who enjoy lounging across the keyboard when writing deadlines approach.

When she’s not writing, she can be found online at:
Website:      http://www.ravenoak.net
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Please enjoy this excerpt from the EPIC Awards 2016 Finalist & Amazon Bestseller Amaskan’s Blood, Book I of the Boahim Trilogy, by Raven Oak.

Available in trade paperback & eBook formats at bookstores worldwide.

The sleeping woman in his arms shifted, her heel connecting with his shin. The jagged scar to the right of her eye bunched together with worry lines. One of T her hands flitted to the scar tissue along her throat, and she whimpered in rhythm to the twitching of the facial muscles around her eyes.

“Shhhhh,” King Leon murmured, running his thumb down her jawline. Through the deep blue bed curtains, tiny hints of light streamed in from one of four windows which left most of the room dark in the early dawn.

Even with the lack of light, the scar running parallel to her jaw stood out in contrast to the others along her body. The puffy and angry line stretched the full width of her neck, from ear to ear. Ten years together, and still she never spoke of it, never talked of the wound that walked in and out of her nightmares.

She thought she’d kept her past from him, but a few paid informants gained a king whatever information he wished. That and the fact that she talked in her sleep. A smile lifted the corners of his thin lips as he stared at the woman wrapped beneath the heavy winter blankets.

He had never set out to find someone else after Catherine, but Ida—she was everything Catherine was not. Strength to a flaw, impertinence in her honesty, and a passion that burned long after the sun set.

His thumb froze at the shift in her breathing, and he peered down to find blue eyes staring up at him. Instead of their usual humor, the deep, blue pools were haunted by shadows, and the smile fell from his lips. “Your sleep was troubled,” he whispered.

She sat up, pulling the blanket with her. Her shoulder twitched, and he reached out a wrinkled hand to touch it before he leaned forward where he could see her face. When a few tears decorated her cheeks, his hands tightened on her shoulders.

“What is it, Ida? What’s bothering you so? Was it something in Sadai?”

“I begged ya not to send me.” The scar across her throat jumped when she spoke, and her voice resembled gravel.

“Since when has my sepier been afraid of anything?” The former captain of the royal guard didn’t answer as another tear slid down a cheek more gaunt than it had been a few months before.

Has it only been four months since I sent her to her homeland? There was more bone beneath his fingers than he was accustomed to.

“Ida, love, I know you hate Sadai, but we all must make sacrifices for duty.”

Her body stilled while long pale fingers gripped the bed sheets. “You know nothin’.”

Leon didn’t know what shocked him more, that she was angry with him or that she was afraid. “I know the healers in Sadai saved you—” He ignored her gasp and continued, “—and that you fled your homeland for Alexander. But you worked your way to the top of my army because you were fearless.”

Unlike now.

Instead of pushing further, he waited and wrapped the blankets around them both as his arms encircled her waist. She gave in to her emotions, and Leon bit the inside of his cheek. In ten years as his mistress, he hadn’t once seen her lose her composure, much less cry, and her weakness left knots in his gut.

“’Twas a mistake to return to Sadai,” she whispered.

“I sent a woman I trust into that country, a tenacious spy who feared nothing, and she’s returned to me broken. I was going to wait until the sun rose before asking for your report, but considering your tears, I have to ask. What happened? What brought you back early and afraid?”

Ida rose from the bed, her bare feet picking their way across clothing strewn haphazardly on the floor from a few hours before when she’d returned. Near midnight, she’d crept into his chambers, her return from Sadai just shy of a week early.

The look on her face had led him to ask no questions, but as she stood in the sprinkling of sunlight the morning brought, dread seeped into Leon’s bones. Her fifty years did little to mar her body, but a decade of leading battles had left scars aplenty across her frame, and Leon frowned to see a fresh mark across her thigh, its scab already sloughing off and healing.

“I’ve failed ya, Your Majesty.” Her shoulders slumped forward before she faced him.

“Were you not successful then in finding the location of the Order of Amaska?”

Her lips trembled. “I—I was successful, Your Majesty.”

King Leon sucked air through clenched teeth much too fast, and the ever-present congestion in his lungs leapt forth. Another coughing spasm whipped through him.

Stars danced before his eyes, and Ida’s footsteps sounded nearby. Shortly after, she pressed the mug into his waiting hands. Some of the medicine sloshed out of the cup before it found his lips, and several swallows later, the spasm passed, leaving hope in its wake. “Where is the Order located?”

“Sire, there’s more—”

“Where are they?”

“They’re near the coast, near the town of Haif—”

He was two feet out of bed and halfway to the door before he remembered the need for clothing, and despite his bruised lungs, he quickly dug through his clothes chest. Leon seized the first clothes his fingers touched: an old pair of breeches a touch too loose at the waist, and an undershirt that bore a hole from a moth.

He didn’t care what he looked like. After thirteen years, he had finally found the men who had massacred his family. His giddy footsteps carried him across the room where he rang for a page. When the boy appeared, his face flushed at the sight of Ida’s nudity as she stood near the window. Leon grabbed the boy’s sleeve, pulling his attention into line. “I need Captain Fenton brought to my sitting room immediately.”

When the door shut behind the young page, Ida wrapped a robe around her and knelt before Leon, who gestured for her to rise. He haphazardly dug through a box of letters. “Once Michael arrives, you’ll tell us both about their location. We have plans to make.”

“There’s more, and ya must hear it alone.”

When he faced her again, she still knelt on the stone floor, and her shoulder length hair spilled limply across her face. “What more is there? After thirteen years, I finally have the location of the bastards. Today is a good day, Ida. Today I will have my revenge.”

“Will ya march across Sadai’s borders to take it?”

“If necessary.”

“You’d bring the wrath of the Boahim Senate down upon us? Would ya rip this land apart again for ’nother pointless war?”

King Leon took her hands into his own as he knelt down beside her. “I thought you would understand this. Those bastards killed my wife. My daughter. What else would you have me do? The Boahim Senate has done nothing to stop the Amaskans. If they won’t seek justice, then I will.”

The knock at the door interrupted them and as Leon rose from his knees, Ida seized the edge of his shirt. “Ya think you’ve the whole of it, but ya must hear me out. Please. Send the good captain away ’til you’ve heard the truth.”

King Leon sighed, and when the page knocked on the door a second time, he opened it a crack. “Tell Captain Fenton I’ll be with him shortly.”

“Speak. Tell me what has kept you tossing in your sleep.”

At first, she didn’t make a sound, choosing instead to stare at the carved pieces of wood inlaid in stone across his bedchamber floor, and he ground his teeth at the silence. When his lips smacked open, she said, “I never intended to hurt ya. Know that I’d no idea what they planned, I swear to ya, but I found—in Sadai—your daughter’s alive. Iliana’s alive.”

This time when the air left him, he worried it would not return as his lungs froze in place. He sputtered twice before his vocal cords worked again. “You speak madness. She died by Amaskan hands.”

“I believed it, too, Your Majesty, but I swear to ya that I saw your daughter alive…and well. You sent me home to find those responsible for her death, but she’s alive and traipsin’ through the capital city of Aruna. It’s her; I’d swear my life on it.”

Leon gripped the handle on the door as he squeezed his eyes shut. “I sent her away for protection, and the Amaskans killed her outside the city walls. That’s what Goefrin told me.”

“Bastard’s a traitor.”

King Leon heaved her to her feet by her bare shoulders. Rough hands tilted her face to look at his, but even then, her eyes veered sideways as she refused to meet his gaze. “You speak in riddles. You tell me my daughter’s alive, you tell me you have the location of my enemies, and that my most trusted advisor’s a traitor. You will explain yourself and how you know this to be true.”

“G-Goefrin’s my uncle. Was sent here to get close to your father, to gain the royal family’s trust, and then to give evidence to interested parties of your family’s coup to overthrow the Boahim Senate.” As the words spilled from her mouth, he could feel the wrinkles in his brow multiply.

Don’t do that, Papa. The wrinkle monster wil get you. Hearing Iliana’s five-year-old voice in his mind left him weak, and he stepped sideways as his balance wavered. Three steps found him alongside the bed he’d shared with Ida minutes before, and he reached out to one of the four bedposts. His aim was true, but he stubbed his big toe on the chest at the foot of the bed. Leon cursed under his breath.

Ida massaged her throat as she spoke. “I grew up in a family that told me…things, things that’d make it easy for me to believe that my own actions were just and true. When the Little War of Three began, it—it was the perfect opportunity. Uncle Goefrin and my brother sent three of us here to Alesta.”

King Leon dropped the letter in his hand.

“—Our task was simple. While the King was busy with the enemy at his border, we’d take the child Uncle Goefrin arranged for us to ‘protect.’”

“No.”

The single word sent her blue eyes to drown in unshed tears. “I swear to ya, Leon, I didn’t know what they planned. No one said they were to kill ’er. I thought—”

“You thought what, exactly? You would kidnap my children and wife? My family? To do what exactly? Go for a walk in the woods? Who the hell are you to take part in such a—” This time when he shook her, the tears fled their prison and leapt across her cheeks. “That’s what you are—you’re Amaskan,” he whispered. She winced when his fingers squeezed what little flesh clung to her bones, but she didn’t look away. The quiet anger within left him breathless, yet he lifted her off her feet before he flung her to the floor with a snarl. “Who are you? What are you to crawl into my bed, into my heart. For ten years—”

The knock at the door startled them both. “Your Majesty?”

“Send the captain away,” she hissed from where she’d fallen, her robe torn where she’d tripped over it.

“Why should I do anything you ask?”

“Because I’m the only one who knows where your daughter is.”

He stared at the stranger before him, the jaguar who had slipped into his castle only to shred him with jagged claws as it toyed with his life. “I’ll send him away, but only so he doesn’t see the mess I’ve made when I’m done with you.”

Her tears only made it worse. If she had acted like a cold-blooded killer, it would have been easier to kill her. Damn her. The wooden door shook as Michael resumed pounding on it. King Leon opened it enough to poke his balding head outside.

“Your Majesty, are you well? I heard shouting—”

“I’m fine. Give us a moment.” Captain Fenton frowned, but nodded once before Leon shut the door.

“You have my attention for five minutes. Use it well, Ida. And leave nothing out—be truthful…if you’re capable of it.”

Ida nodded before wiping a few tears from her cheek with the back of her hand. “B-before I was captain of your guard, I was Amaskan. My brother’s Malaki Abner, though few know his birth name as he hides in shadows, under many names and many labels. One ya may know is Eli Bredych.”

Leon clenched his jaw against the words he would speak. She’s sister to the Amaskan leader. She may have just bought herself more time.

Her hand moved along her scar, and when she realized the action, Ida clenched her hand into a fist. “Goefrin had a deal with my brother, though not the deal you think. His job was to convince ya that sendin’ away your family was the best way to keep ’em safe. The Shadians paid the Amaskans to wipe out your line, and once you’d sent your family outside these walls, they were marked as kill on sight.”

She swallowed hard. “I swear I didn’t know my brother ordered Iliana killed. Not ’til we’d already seized her and had crossed into Sadai. He…he knew I’d have trouble with killin’ a child. We all should’ve. That isn’t justice, and it isn’t what we…” Ida swallowed hard and closed her eyes a moment before continuing. “When the others told me what my coward brother couldn’t—that we were to kill the child, I refused. The others attacked me. They said I was a traitor to justice.”

“Did you kill them?”

“Yes, though I had little choice if either of us was to live, and when I returned to my brother with your daughter alive, he…he punished me for my failure to complete the job.”

“He slit your throat.”

“Yes, and he took pleasure in the act. No one leaves the Amaskans, not alive anyway. He grabbed your daughter and tossed me dyin’ in the woods. My own brother abandoned me. And the last thing I saw was his blade to Iliana’s throat. I don’t know how the healers found me, or how they managed to heal such a wound, but I knew I couldn’t return home. I swear to ya, when I set out for Alexander, I didn’t come here with the intent to betray ya, Leon—”

“Then what was your purpose?” He could feel the vein in his temple pulse as his eyes drifted to the four-poster bed in the corner. The sheets were still a jumble of blue fabric, and bile threatened to choke him at the rush of memories that flooded to the forefront of his mind.

She continued talking, her shoulders slumped forward toward her knees. “All I could think about was how my brother killed a child. I fled here to try and make things right, to make up for my role in this. I didn’t know I would fall in love with ya.”

Despite the quaking in his belly, he held himself still as his fingers tried to carve half-moons into the wood of the bedpost. “Get up,” he ordered, and she flinched before rising on trembling legs. “How is Iliana alive?”

“I don’t know.” Leon slapped her with the back of his hand and his ring left a bleeding scratch across her proud cheekbone. “Y-Your Majesty, I swear to ya—”

“Your oaths mean nothing. You betrayed this kingdom. You betrayed me. Get dressed.”

Leon couldn’t risk looking at her, couldn’t risk seeing her clothe herself—an action he’d indulged in many mornings over the past decade. He forced his eyes to look upon her shadow as she gathered her clothing from the floor. It wasn’t as simple as his love for her. His body knew what was before him and urged him forward, but his mind knew better. She was Amaskan—the deadliest of killers. One moment out of his sight, and she could kill him before he’d done more than blink.

While parts of him danced as he listened to her clothing brush against her supple skin, others winced at the thought of her blade in his guts. He caught a glimpse of bare shoulders as she pulled on an undershirt.

Shoulders I kissed in the darkness of night. Breasts I— he halted the thought with the biting of his tongue. His stomach roiled at the thought of touching her now, and her shadow moved to pull leather boots over her feet.

Ida Warhammer knelt before him for a second time. “Why did you return? You had to know doing so would mean your death.”

“I-I couldn’t let ya continue to think on her as dead. When I saw her in the capital, wearing the Order’s garb, I nearly ran my horse to ground to return—”

“Wait. Back up,” he said as he waved a hand at her. “Why was my daughter wearing the garb of the Order?”

His sepier’s mouth twisted, and she tilted her head back to expose her scar to the light that streamed through the window. “If ya wish to finish the job my brother began, I wouldn’t blame ya.”

She didn’t answer his question, nor did she have to. She was Amaskan. His daughter was Amaskan.

For a moment, he was sorely tempted, but here at last was the brave woman he loved. Awaiting her death by his hand. With legs almost too shaky to bear his weight, he stumbled over to where she knelt and touched the scar along her throat. He couldn’t forgive her—not yet. If ever. But use her, he would.

“Does anyone in the Order know you were in Sadai?” he asked.

Ida opened her eyes in confusion. “I’m not sure. It’s possible I was spotted, though I don’t think they knew who I was. Why?”

“I have one last job for you.”

“Ya would trust me enough to—”

Leon shook his head. “No, trust doesn’t even begin to enter this picture. Now listen and listen well, Ida…if that’s even your name. You’re going to return to Sadai for me.” He waited a moment for comprehension to sink in and when it did, her reaction was everything he’d hoped it would be.

He laughed as her eyes sought an escape, an honest laugh that shook him from the belly up, and he retrieved her sword from the chest beside him. When he handed it to her, she fumbled the blade. “Please, kill me if that’s what ya wish, but don’t ask me to go before my brother again—”

King Leon pressed a finger to her lips. “You will go to Sadai and not return until you have my daughter with you. You will return her to me. And if you fail me in this, the Boahim Senate will be the least of your worries, as I will hunt you down like the traitor you are. Don’t fail me.”

“My brother won’t release her. She’s his best Amaskan.”

Inside his chest, a piece of his heart wilted, and he struggled to remain standing as another coughing fit brewed. “Do whatever it takes.”

She handed him another glass of the healer’s brew. “I’m sorry, Leon,” she whispered before disappearing through his bedroom door. Outside, Michael cleared his throat, but King Leon ignored him as his bravado shriveled up and died.

His daughter was alive.

The mug in his hand shook and sloshed liquid across his knees. He had no knowledge of when he’d found his seat, but he rested on the chest at the foot of his bed which still smelled of the soaps Ida used. Fingers curled around the mug’s handle before he sent it skittering across the floor, the remaining tea leaving a trail across the rug.

“Your Majesty?”

His ears heard the words, but his brain ignored them. My Iliana. Now alive.

And now a killer.

When the shakes began this time, he didn’t stop them. He couldn’t.

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